so many people hate being numb
so they bleed and scream to become
something more than a shell
but to me that sounds like hell
id rather be without a feeling
sitting here my mind is reeling
i cant focus i cant think straight
i need to feel something other than hate
for myself all i see
is endless misery
this whole poem might sound cliche
but for me i choose numb all the way
Revived
Engulfed by thoughts of others around me,
Those who have drifted, gone, into the haze,
Eyes closed, theyre dreary, unable to see,
A darkened shadow lifts over, I age.
I walk into an aura of crystal sun shine,
I hear whispers of echoed spirits, here
An essence pulls me through as if a sign
That I may stay in this ocean of fear.
To a crawl, pushed long, my steps did stall
I feel my self being lost as I grow
Near to the point that I feel myself fall,
I try to find thoughts that may help say no.
A sudden snap does push, Im alive,
I move to see that my soul will survive
Everyone has had pain. There isnt one person who has lived a life that hasnt had some sort of agony. We may cover it up of hide it, but its still there haunting in the back of your mind until you have to scream. But at this point you have broken down. The only way to keep yourself up is to layer yourself with another coat of cheep smiles that you got at the 99cents store. After a while you are so covered in fake layers that you are not yourself anymore. You have no control of who you are, your smile coats control you. You are too covered to understand or even process what is going on around you. So dont hide your pain. Let it affect you. Just
Beautiful Death
Light shines on the sea
A tree shades over roses
The bitter cold comes
Frozen
Ice covers flowers
Sound pierces the crisp air
Snow freezes life here
Alive Again
The sun melts cold snow
Warmth comforts chilled, small creatures
Flowers start to bloom
Pain Leaves
The flames heat burns greens
Warm water evaporates
Rain falls to the ground
so many people hate being numb
so they bleed and scream to become
something more than a shell
but to me that sounds like hell
id rather be without a feeling
sitting here my mind is reeling
i cant focus i cant think straight
i need to feel something other than hate
for myself all i see
is endless misery
this whole poem might sound cliche
but for me i choose numb all the way
Revived
Engulfed by thoughts of others around me,
Those who have drifted, gone, into the haze,
Eyes closed, theyre dreary, unable to see,
A darkened shadow lifts over, I age.
I walk into an aura of crystal sun shine,
I hear whispers of echoed spirits, here
An essence pulls me through as if a sign
That I may stay in this ocean of fear.
To a crawl, pushed long, my steps did stall
I feel my self being lost as I grow
Near to the point that I feel myself fall,
I try to find thoughts that may help say no.
A sudden snap does push, Im alive,
I move to see that my soul will survive
Everyone has had pain. There isnt one person who has lived a life that hasnt had some sort of agony. We may cover it up of hide it, but its still there haunting in the back of your mind until you have to scream. But at this point you have broken down. The only way to keep yourself up is to layer yourself with another coat of cheep smiles that you got at the 99cents store. After a while you are so covered in fake layers that you are not yourself anymore. You have no control of who you are, your smile coats control you. You are too covered to understand or even process what is going on around you. So dont hide your pain. Let it affect you. Just
Beautiful Death
Light shines on the sea
A tree shades over roses
The bitter cold comes
Frozen
Ice covers flowers
Sound pierces the crisp air
Snow freezes life here
Alive Again
The sun melts cold snow
Warmth comforts chilled, small creatures
Flowers start to bloom
Pain Leaves
The flames heat burns greens
Warm water evaporates
Rain falls to the ground
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Favourite Visual Artist
not sure?
Favourite Movies
depends
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
right now mayday parade and flyleaf
Favourite Writers
edger allen poe, robert frost, and emily dickonson right now at least
People with crooked teeth usually Kiss BETTER than people with straight teeth...
-- When you chew gum before you kiss, it actually makes your breath SMELL WORSE than before because of your salivary glands...
// Mints work MUCH better. <3 <3 <3
..*GUYS; It is much more ROMANTiC to kiss girls in a fancy restaurant or UNDER THE STARS than to kiss in your disgusting bedroom or in the movie theaters
..*GiRLS; Just because a guy kisses you every 10 minutes doesn't mean he's using you ...he's just a little horny && there..s no problem with that !!!
-- It has been PR0VEN that when people with the SAME Hair C0L0R kiss, it is more R0MANTi